The Person i think i am

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Bombay, maharashtra, India
The dark road of my thoughts::: As I sit here and wait for the coming of the end I look back and wonder in this short span of a life how I affected people, as what type of person will they remember me? Will I be remembered? Its not easy to accept the truth. All i am left with is a hope in a dream that may never come true.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Momentary Fix

The rolled up joint the nicotine patch cute lil ecstasy pills, glorified lsd, heroin push-up the binge during happy hour, the usual but for now I find its u the thought of u awakening a part of me that as been suppressed for far too long under the ash of our time burnt. It’s a shame after all this time I spent telling the world how it should live I have stopped living my self, a solitary exile under a self imposed prison.
Yet I pretend to be free running in circles happy with the way things are going throwing smiles for free, sparking up laughter on the spur, yet its just a blur. Is that you walking by did u see me,, do u remember what we had. Of course u don’t ur just perfectly sane it’s me to blame, the paradox to a happy society, for what is society sans the glamour the gossip the envy the greed the vanity. so here I stand a misfit an outsider to your society, yes its me Mr cellophane 'Cause you can look right through me Walk right by me And never know I'm there... Invisible, inconsequential me!
Yet I indulge in the thought of u the brief experience of some thing out of reach, a dream without the happy ending.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

whoa. i like.

...Mystified... said...

Have you been out lately? Like on a non-drugged time with your friends?

Anonymous said...

hey i am not a junkie
and yes i do go out and remain mostly sober

Anonymous said...

Hmmmm is this directed at me? did i have that massive an impact on your life?
when did u come by nz?
shameless person sees me walking by and cant say hi also, utterly useless.

Anonymous said...

thy name? o goddess dark

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